I know that I’m starting to feel better because….

For 3 Reasons:

 

Reason #1,,,,,I am simply, simply bored at home, and I want to get out and be around people once again.

Reason#2,,,,,I am starting to work 4 out of 7 days as of next week, so that should help my boredom and make me some moola, to be able to go out & about .

Reason#3,,,,,I have been invited to a “All Girls Bonfire Party” this upcoming Friday, and although we can’t have the said Bonfire, because of a Fire Ban,,,,I am still looking forward to going!! Normally, I would make excuses to my friends and to myself why I couldn’t make it.

So Yaaayyyy for me! Yes, I’m feeling good right now,,but always in the back of my mind is the scarey feeling of “when is this feeling going to suddenly stop”. I am still working on ignoring or prioritizing  the likely hood of this happening and what I can do to avoid these negative feelings from invading my thoughts. But still I’m in a good place 🙂